so im going to write alot i guess,..ANYWHo, so ive been thinking about it alot lately and ive discovered love is something you just need to let happen and not force, because you can hurt alot of people, or if you find that one person you like you could lose them by doing something completly stupid. on a happier note christmas is just around the corner and i cant wait for new clothes, and hanging with friends. school is well school as usual, and i dont think it will ever change but hey only a year left, i hope. then its off to wonderful college.....hahahahahahaha  so ive been getting back into art and i am making any and everything i can get my hands onto, so if you have any ideas please let me know.also has anybody seen the hilary duff commerical on saying things are not gay? she ruined it complely here is the link if anybody wants to see http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h3cQ67IkEOc .it makes me wonder if there are any good gay rolemodels that are actually oh i dont know gay and will not give gays a bad name. its insane, i was walking down the street and someone was actually commenting on how lindsey lohan has a gf and they couldnt believe it. and there friend was like i know, the gays are bringing down this country, and how she is a horrible person. first thing i highley doubt lindsey lohan is gay,its freakin lindsey lohan. and secondly what does that have to do with bringing this country down? ive been in this country all my life and i believe the only way ive brought it down is with my ass on the couch watching tv and eating taco bell. and if that brings a country down look out!! im going to stop ranting this is something a feminist lesbian would say...oh right. well im going to leave now so ill try to keep in touch everyone have a great break and i love you!